hide and seek connection

You hide Your face, I’ll hide mine
Behind this messy, tangled vine
I can’t see through, I’m losing You
I don’t want to lose

You hide Your face, I’ll hide mine
I’ll try to bear, try to connect but
You’re not there
You’re everywhere

Sometimes, I fall into a haze,
My mask falls off
But Yours remains

I cry out, shout out, shuckle, try and
Squint my eyes, because even though
Your face is hidden behind the pain, I’ll entertain
Pretend it’s not true
Pretend I think I do know You

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?
Then I can’t help but wonder why
My love and fear and confusion swing
Each time I squint my eyes
And attempt to peer through

So you know what?
Fair game:
You hide Your face?
I’ll hide mine
I’ll wait for some kind of sign
So maybe someday I’ll be fine
With this love that’s so unclear