pantoum poem definition (except without the rhyming in this case)

I sit and I spaz.
I stare blankly at my bright green wall.
I tighten my ponytail and return my twitching fingers to the keyboard.
Sigh.

I stare blankly at my bright green wall,
Looking for some kind of revelation,
Sigh.
I sit.

Looking for some kind of revelation,
And then a burst
I sit,
Ideas flowing through my fingertips

And then a burst.
My hands dash as my brain directs
Ideas flowing through my fingertips,
Painting onto a computer screen

My hands dash as my brain directs
I sit, I edit, I smile
Painting onto a computer screen
To feel myself breathe

I sit, I edit, I smile
I write for my readers,
To feel myself breathe,
To share my thoughts, crazy or deep

I write for my readers,
For people to sit, to edit, maybe to smile
To share my thoughts, crazy or deep

I write.